A couple years ago I experienced something so tragic that still till this day I go through an emotional roller coaster just of the thought of what happened that day. It’s really hard for me to talk or even write about it but I will this time to let the world know how special my little snow bee is.
It was August 2008 I had let snow bee out to go to the bathroom. It was overcast and it looked like it was going to rain so as I was about to put my shoes on I noticed that Snow bee was across the street where anything could have happened. I hurried outside barefooted yelling out ” NO SNOW BEE STAY STAY PLEASE GOD NO ” He didn't listen to me he was so excited to get to me that as he jumped with joy that's when it happened a car hit him. Me not even thinking of looking both ways I just ran crying hovering over him crying in the middle of the street. He didn't go instantly and I don't know if that was a good or bad thing. My husband rushed us to the animal hospital and I held my snow bee in my arms. I told him everything how I felt and how much I loved him, I thanked him for becoming part of my life. I seen how much he was trying to hold on but it was then I realized that I didn’t want him to suffer my last words to him was ” ITS OKAY TO GO NO MATTER WHAT YOU WILL BE ALIVE IN MY HEART, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH” sorry I cant say the rest but after i said what i said that's when he kissed me and took his last breath. It kills me still till this day cause that day it wasn't just snow bee leaving alone cause he took a part of me with him. My life is not the same or ever be the same. All I can say is that every single day I think of him and have him on my mind.
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| I STILL HAVE U HERE WITH ME IN MY HEART SNOW BEE |
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